my task list for the day:
So technically yesterday was a terrible day. I cried. I wanted to drink which is not good. I usually only want to drink to chill, but in this case it was because I was pretty upset. AGH
I ended up talking with “ex best friend” and it didn’t go very well.
Now that I think about it, the way our conversation turned was kind of jerky on his end. It was like “oh my feelings about you have changed and I want karma on my side” so..you decided to be a jerk about it and leave me hanging for a week, thinking all sorts of things that could have possibly happened to you instead of confronting me about it as soon as these “thoughts” started to surface? yeah. way to go dude.
So it all doesn’t make much sense to me because I feel like he could have been much more civilized about it. He said he wasn’t good at these types of things and turns out that wasn’t a lie in the midst of all the others. He is terrible at being honest because it doesn’t even come out as a “no hard feelings” “I’m not lecturing you” type of thing. BECAUSE THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS. Stupid people. Mostly guys. STUPID GUYS.
Whatever. Slowly, I’m getting over it. I hope we can be friends. However, I feel like it’s up to him. I’m not the one being a bitch. I just wanted an explanation.
