I will put that bluntly.
FUCK EVERYBODY
I guess except for a very select few.
I’m tired of having to shop for new friends. My best friend is the only one I can truly depend on. The one guy friend I ever really had has now declared himself a stranger because of some exchanged words that he feels guilty for and supposedly I should feel guilty about too. FUCK that. I say things that I mean. Sorry I couldn’t pull through, jerk. I think I’m being selfish. I want to make my cake and eat it too. Who doesn’t? I just can’t lose anyone else. I’m tired of losing friends. It sucks.
Tears are kind of welling up in my eyes but I have to ignore them because they don’t matter. I’ve had feelings for a lot of my friends but push them aside because I know my limits. Maybe I just don’t have as much of a conscience as this one person.
I really sound like a bitch. Oh well.
I really sound like a bitch now.
UGH.
Why am I taking this so hard?
SHIT.
